Beautiful Let Down

It gains more than it Gives
But rises With the fall down
Let go and jump in
There is beauty in the let down
I dream of a love that never ends
But hold so tight to the pain within
Love is sweet painful and some what bitter
Things might not go the way we want them to
but there is so much unseen beauty in love
the way we are blinded by another heart
the way our minds wonder off to another galaxy
the way our hearts run off to meet with the heart
that pumps it up but when the heart
is hurt it pours like a river down the stream the
that is slowly losing its life the one that so eagerly wants
to be full of life and over flown with beauty and life, but instead
it slowly drys off loses the life and beauty it once had it slows down
awaiting to dry and no life will ever flow by it again, but the tears
come falling down heals it and gives it life those tears soon will over flow the
river with life and love, dry it will be no more and life and beauty will be seen
there is beauty in the let down

Wrath

Lately I have been feeling this sensation of

A mental replay of unforgettable painful events
It bothers me to keep going over the same mistake
a sense of reliving it makes it stay alive
Yet I ask myself have i forgiven or have I been hiding
the hate under this mask I wear
A tendency to constantly question myself
no peace of mind a restless night
As if I had committed a mistake the one I cant find
there seems to be no solution to my restless nights
All I do that gives me peace is to write my painful wrath