All good comes to its end

Its amazing how something you so hard worked for is snatched away by the unknown. A simple miss understanding. Now to live a life of maybe or what if(s) we will never know. It wont be known because we are clouded. It's said all good things come to an end, but do they vanish from our memories?  How do you rip them off your heart along with all the memories that changed your life? Its easy to hate me for what you think I did. As easy for me to resent the things you thought of me. Because true love hurts less when it comes to an end if the love turns into hate its simple to walk away.

My Opinion

I Understand If I'm no longer the first on your mind. I understand If your dreams are with someone else. I understand If you Cant Text Back. I understand If you don't call. But Please, Understand when, Your not the first or all on my mind. please understand when my dreams are no longer with you. please understand when i dont text back. please understand when i don't call. Don't get upset when i'm the first someone might think of. Don't get upset when i'm in an others dreams. Don't get upset when someone else text me. Don't get upset when someone else calls. When one stops trying its only so long before the other notices and gives up. Don't expect to be something special in ones life when you, yourself don't make that person the same. A relationship is about being their for the other person when they need you, a bond where both people become best friends, when something happens they run to each other. when one starts pushing away the other not only do you push them away from you but you push them away to the arms of someone new.

My name is depression

My name is Regina, my mother suffers from depression, and I pay for it each day. I hate going home, I'm scared to talk, and when I am home, I’m in my room all day. When I speak out things end up worst it all turns back on me. I have a family, mother, and father And two young sisters. With a relationship of strangers, what family do I have?.

This Is Who I am Human

Emotions that make people think we are normal: love, joy, happiness, hope. When we cry, when we are sad, when we walk away and give up. they see as a sign of being weak. But Its a sign of being human. A broken heart makes me know i have the ability to love, crying lets me know i am able to feel, feeling sad lets me know i am alive, walking away and giving up, lets me know theres a reason why I'm here, and what I'm giving up or walking away from is for the best of who i am. It all reminds me i am human. I refuse to love when i don't feel it, I refuse to put a smile on my face and lie to people, when all I want to do is cry, I refuse to speak or answer questions about my life because the truth is i trust no one. I refuse to make up a joyful life to brag about, when i have nothing i brag about. I'll let you see for yourself, at the right given time, who I am what my true colors are if you want. But you have your right, to above your own power to think as high or low of me, to judge or accept me for me. I'm human and i am not perfect, i never have and never will.

Human

We are humans we are born to someone who loves us if we are lucky. We grow to learn the cruelty of mankind (humans) all the good and the bad the just and injustice of life. To each given the opportunity to create and destroy . To multiply and teach. To leave behind a piece of our DNA of who we where to do the same. Some normal human feelings are.... happiness sadness and pain. All the other ones are just in between. We are in control of how our lives will be depending on the choices we make the path we walk and who we walk with. We decide who what when where and how... who makes us smile what makes us sad or hurt... we decide when someone should be given the right to either make us happy or make us sad... we decide where it will take us after they do so. And we decide how it will affect us. There's one emotion no one has control of. The crazy little word known as Love. Love introduced us to many other emotions/feelings. Jealousy insecurities doubt failure. Of course there's always that possibility you actually end up with the right person and live a happily ever after. And we could all do that if we learn to control the feelings how much you give to a person (emotionally) will determine how much pain will be if something goes wrong. Rational thinking might seem harsh. But in reality it isn't. Who knows maybe changing a little wont hurt... do what makes you happy think of you and what you want what you need. Get rid of excess weight. Do what you think is fair. And you will see how little you will mind the people around you.

fade away love

All that you have told me, All that you made me believe is fading away. Today I'm realizing you never meant a word you said. The worm is eating up and killing it all, its taking control of all my thoughts it created doubts i never meant, and leaving me with emptiness. Loneliness has never left, when shall it change? why should it change? If i cant run to the one i want, then in who shall i find the refuge i seek? ill just run away, hide beneath the truth.... the feeling is greater than ever before why shall i go through this once more? tell me today or forget me then. push away love...push away pain... I'm giving up I'M saving my self from the pain i once had felt....

Maybe what I thought... Is wrong.. But the feeling is strong.... I have my many doubts... But don't we.all yesterday was yesterday... Today is today and tomorrow is still to be.... My once doubts have now become certainties. My once choices have now become decisions. My many feelings, joys and pain have taught me life lessons that at the time of... Might not have felt like good was to come from it. But down my life line years past the pain became a strength the lessons became tools to overcome the obstacles life may put on my way.